loads happened in the past month...juz simply did not have the patience to blog them out...rather i rumbled them out complaining to frens in camp and outside...but still i'm not really feeling good yet...gwah
coughed super badly...even had fever for one night in the midst of rehearsals and the 2 weeks really made me see the ugliest sight of human beings...selfishness was high in the air...bastardsm(is there even such a word?) is all around...and many negative feeling is all around...
well it juz further makes me wanna quit...former good frens but now seen their f'up side...selfish is the main cause of the trouble...not our exhuastion...guess we are weak mentally...'lam nuah' too much back then...fucking hell...
juz 4 more hours very diff meh?sometimes i really wonder whats happening to all of us...wonderswonders...
fuck this shit as its seriously bringing out the worse in me too...
i'm sorry to whoever i fucked but i'm not sorry to one particular fella i fucked...yea...
