badbye 2009
it has come and now its going...like finally...high time to end it i guess
nth went well but all didnt go too bad either...juz hope to achieve more things and hmm only have 2 solid aims and both already have a dateline le (: smartie me!
no.1 dun be single on my 21st birthday
no.2 quit smoking altogether the DAY after my 21st bday...not even a social smoker anymore...yea
hmm...control my temper and dun flare at those lovely creatures in my shift?lol...how can i not flare at them when they are so idiotic and its as if they are saying 'come and scold me...i need one badly'
and how i can i resist the temptation to scold...LOL...damn really feel like scolding some damn bitch...
com'on...he's your OWN brother...he's your OWN son...flesh and blood...and you all are treating him like grass...and u guys have the check to tell him he's an accident...feels kinda sad and pissed cuz i'm bout the same situation as him too?
age gap btwn my sis and i :10
their's is 9...but its totally diff...BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH...
ok...i cant resist the temptation to scold agn...gwah
k...hope 2010 is a great year...ciao fellas
5:02 PM
changes
(great...wadeva i typed juz now disappeared due to some fucking error...am i ranting too much here even blogger dun allow me to post?)
no motivation le...so fuck it...
hate some guys even more now...
stop giving excuses when you are picked upon...
there muz be a reason...so face it and not fuck it...
get smart...he talked too much...and you are doing quite the same...
there's a negative eg there yet you think too highly of urself and hey you are in DANGER...i'm no nice guy to shout HEY WATCH IT FOOL...
you fall your business...i'm an asshole
GOH caused this change in me...so to you guys i will give back what you guys gif me...fair and square...flat too
getting back the old habit...dreads...
yea got dragged in by a fren...K...got my 1st rows'...made frens...learnt stuff and grew up...but seeing u...abit disappointed la...gwah...
anyway i guess this is it la...goodbye GOH...i hope...
tried the 3x 2.4km thing juz now...which is madness?managed twice but the 3rd once my legs simply juz could not take it anymore...perhaps its becuz of my near empty stomach too ):
all the talk bout competing who lose more weight by feb is seriously getting in me...eat lose move more...no macs/kfc and those stuff till march!muz win this...anyway i'm seriously gaining weight oso la...so yea...
hmm...probby it looks liddat next year? :
fucked up effort...but at least i tried...LOL...brace myself for the longest and greatest lecture by lao uncle kok...things cant be achieved with juz my mouth...
say what you mean...mean what you say...
do what you say...and its time to date the play...
9:55 PM
lost in his own thoughts
loads happened in the past month...juz simply did not have the patience to blog them out...rather i rumbled them out complaining to frens in camp and outside...but still i'm not really feeling good yet...gwah
coughed super badly...even had fever for one night in the midst of rehearsals and the 2 weeks really made me see the ugliest sight of human beings...selfishness was high in the air...bastardsm(is there even such a word?) is all around...and many negative feeling is all around...
well it juz further makes me wanna quit...former good frens but now seen their f'up side...selfish is the main cause of the trouble...not our exhuastion...guess we are weak mentally...'lam nuah' too much back then...fucking hell...
juz 4 more hours very diff meh?sometimes i really wonder whats happening to all of us...wonderswonders...
fuck this shit as its seriously bringing out the worse in me too...
i'm sorry to whoever i fucked but i'm not sorry to one particular fella i fucked...yea...
9:13 PM
badbye 2009
it has come and now its going...like finally...high time to end it i guess
nth went well but all didnt go too bad either...juz hope to achieve more things and hmm only have 2 solid aims and both already have a dateline le (: smartie me!
no.1 dun be single on my 21st birthday
no.2 quit smoking altogether the DAY after my 21st bday...not even a social smoker anymore...yea
hmm...control my temper and dun flare at those lovely creatures in my shift?lol...how can i not flare at them when they are so idiotic and its as if they are saying 'come and scold me...i need one badly'
and how i can i resist the temptation to scold...LOL...damn really feel like scolding some damn bitch...
com'on...he's your OWN brother...he's your OWN son...flesh and blood...and you all are treating him like grass...and u guys have the check to tell him he's an accident...feels kinda sad and pissed cuz i'm bout the same situation as him too?
age gap btwn my sis and i :10
their's is 9...but its totally diff...BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH...
ok...i cant resist the temptation to scold agn...gwah
k...hope 2010 is a great year...ciao fellas
5:02 PM
changes
(great...wadeva i typed juz now disappeared due to some fucking error...am i ranting too much here even blogger dun allow me to post?)
no motivation le...so fuck it...
hate some guys even more now...
stop giving excuses when you are picked upon...
there muz be a reason...so face it and not fuck it...
get smart...he talked too much...and you are doing quite the same...
there's a negative eg there yet you think too highly of urself and hey you are in DANGER...i'm no nice guy to shout HEY WATCH IT FOOL...
you fall your business...i'm an asshole
GOH caused this change in me...so to you guys i will give back what you guys gif me...fair and square...flat too
getting back the old habit...dreads...
yea got dragged in by a fren...K...got my 1st rows'...made frens...learnt stuff and grew up...but seeing u...abit disappointed la...gwah...
anyway i guess this is it la...goodbye GOH...i hope...
tried the 3x 2.4km thing juz now...which is madness?managed twice but the 3rd once my legs simply juz could not take it anymore...perhaps its becuz of my near empty stomach too ):
all the talk bout competing who lose more weight by feb is seriously getting in me...eat lose move more...no macs/kfc and those stuff till march!muz win this...anyway i'm seriously gaining weight oso la...so yea...
hmm...probby it looks liddat next year? :
fucked up effort...but at least i tried...LOL...brace myself for the longest and greatest lecture by lao uncle kok...things cant be achieved with juz my mouth...
say what you mean...mean what you say...
do what you say...and its time to date the play...
9:55 PM
lost in his own thoughts
loads happened in the past month...juz simply did not have the patience to blog them out...rather i rumbled them out complaining to frens in camp and outside...but still i'm not really feeling good yet...gwah
coughed super badly...even had fever for one night in the midst of rehearsals and the 2 weeks really made me see the ugliest sight of human beings...selfishness was high in the air...bastardsm(is there even such a word?) is all around...and many negative feeling is all around...
well it juz further makes me wanna quit...former good frens but now seen their f'up side...selfish is the main cause of the trouble...not our exhuastion...guess we are weak mentally...'lam nuah' too much back then...fucking hell...
juz 4 more hours very diff meh?sometimes i really wonder whats happening to all of us...wonderswonders...
fuck this shit as its seriously bringing out the worse in me too...
i'm sorry to whoever i fucked but i'm not sorry to one particular fella i fucked...yea...
9:13 PM
