yea...i guess dat something's flowing out of me this days...
and i seriously cant find the reason why...
well...i guess i found certain answers past few days...and my answer remains the same...its still a no...
perhaps when he decided to take the what some people call 'the leap of faith' and talk to me and dats wad resulted in the distance between us now...
avoiding him and well perhaps not wanting to disappoint himself and myself agn...lost faith...i guess
i dunno...just dun wan to touch on this topic right now...really...
still sticking to the belief of the best person to rely on is ultimately urself...and i have seen pple dat are not upholding the words...
or perhaps i'm being selfish...


and well...the sight of perhaps 3 or 4 others everyday oso takes my mood away...thats seriously bad eh...

seeing or rather hearing some guy talk...or maybe talk cock...well sometimes its really frustrating and irritating...lets just say perhaps i seen his true colours faster?

now...you are saying who i am to judge?but hey...if he's an idiot and a total bastard by nature...whats wrong wif dat?or am i just too harsh?no way...perhaps sometimes he shd just talk less...all the talk that he could have signed on and be a UAV pilot,and the talk bout he drives(auto),along with his vainess and his plain bullshit dat does not run along the main frequency and thinking dat he's damn big and all his brags...nah...wadeva amount of pullups he can do i swear i'm gonna make him feel inferior...well perhaps he's big in certain ways????if u are really so good...why are u here?
hahaha...
and yea...just knowing how to use his loud voice wif an irritating tone to get everyone moving...not enuff...and when he's not ready he just kpkb...man...sucks yea?perfect making of a selfcentered man...did i include his lack of responsibility?went drinking the previous night and erm got dead drunk...knowing dat dere's a parade the next day and erm oso knowing dat the mr bday is pulling out...coupled wif some unfortunate events dat struck 2 more guys...it was a nightmare in the morning for our dear sgt...i guess his initial plan would be getting down tgt wif the bday boy den total turn up wif no report sick or wadeva shit:18...just nice...if so i guess he done his math well and covered his ass nicely with a piece of paper called MC...and do u noe the pain he's in when u guys tie him and tape him and well torture him?he may be able to take certain fun...but i guess dat has seriously crossed the line and made me changed my opinion of u once and for all...and fancy comparing urself to erm...fiona xie?8days quoted she pulled out of the new drama 'together' last minute and producers scrambled for a replacement...sounded so much lyk him...pulling out last min on sat and our rsms had to scramble for strength...man...i rather watch fiona xie even though i dun really lyk her la

woah...looks lyk i gave quite abit of airtime for him eh?hahaha...wadeva la...he reads it so be it lor...i dun care...


next would be the 2 famous trees...one called banana tree the other big tree
lets talk bout the former 1st...oblivious...self centred...individualistic...idiocy...annoying...all this traits seriously runs in his blood...or rather stem?oso knowing dat he's a target for our mouths...he does not change...man...
and i seriously wondered why did i stop bala the other time to insult or perhaps gif him more slaps in the face...if i could predicted the future perhaps i would have gif him some too...and wtf...fancy him taking a bayonet to jab the back of my knee out of nothing after a rehearsal...total madness...man...i said alot dat i shouldnt say...but all these are my effort typing...so fuck it...

now...big tree
just the selfcentred guy as usual...nothing changes eh?
guess seriously has to change the pH of the soil for both tress to make them betta la...sucks


lastly...man...i dunno...but his tone just is not right...
his loud metal music overpowers my mp3...man...considerate abit man...and erm...his speech dat never allows anyone a way off the stage...but tries to cover himself everytime his ass is hot...such as the 'stuck fue de joie'...saying he's now...eh...when sgt feng left i moved to front row it was the media shoot already...all i had was dat few seconds to get used to the pressure...hiding behind someone was definitely a secure feeling...at times we screw up...we are not perfect...
his complains bout bren's being too thin...and small sized...but hey...look at urself...u are too big sized and over focused on ur arms...resulting in a big body...small head...man...

enuff...still got something to say...but another day la...
and erm...just rmb dat i cant gain muscles and lose weight tgt...so i shd focus on losing weight...ok...

cya all...bless me in the 3.2km city march tml...

my...the threat is real eh...
one after one keep on kena...
wad's next?
someone help us...
wadeva comes i will take...if the stamp has to be made...i'm always ready to face it...


still very buay song wif certain pple or maybe certain type of pple...
pple pulling out in the 11th hour causing trouble and need the higher lvl to scramble for strength(did not know 8days copied my god bro's word)
pple insensitve...saying wrong stuff at wrong place...
pple making a mistake but just gives 1001 or maybe 1000001 excuses rather than admitting dat its his
pple using alot more words than needed to express himself
pple who thinks he's all that great but he's actually not
pple who cant diff play and fun
pple who puts himself first
pple who tries to be play punk
pple who knows that they already kena aimed but still dont do any damn thing about it...we dont owe you anything man...

man...living with such pple...
i'm asking questions...searching for answers...perhaps even when doom is here...the answer is still not found...
perhaps there's no answer to certain stuff...but well...wadeva...

reporting to camp tml...sianess at its max...wonder wads installed tml...
H1N1...sian

cya all...and TAKE CARE...
shall edit the previous post next time then...btw...ne3 was GREAT!

pissed with alot of things and in no mood and shape to blog right now
just finished helping joei with her stuff...shall update when i'm free...

for those who cant read or understand...it means saying the opposite of what i say
well...cant take the fact that B's seriously gaining weight and A's saying 'it's ok...nvm...dun bother wad he say and all dat stuff...'

wah lao eh...DISCIPLINE la...soldier leh...act like one la...behave like one la...at least when you are in ur no.4 and of cuz no.1 and respect the uniforms man...some just dont...not dat i'm some rms or wad la...but i think its basic responsibility?

and man...pple gaining weight u say nvm...if he's 50kg wind blow fly of cuz nvm la...i would still say good job good job...but man...he's out of shape...not dat i'm in a good shape...but man...at least i try to do something...i'm damn bloody fucking sure dat A does his own training too...
wtf...dun be too bothered...slim down is not for the ahcik,not for me,not for guotai,not for peng but for urself...

hmm...maybe i'm getting to obsessed over the weight issue?wadeva the case...taking away 4kg is my goal...damn...how can dat be done when mum bought bread and i ate 2 pieces of them...guess let my discipline down one in awhile ba...once in awhile...but i still have my cravings for ICE CREAMS...wadeva...eat more move more...

simple theory?

another round of rehearsal tml...seriously dun feel lyk going sia...but everytime sat evening comes...its a diff story...hope its a great tml...
hope can get the actual goody bag soon and those tix...
cya all!
its the 50th post btw...

dat's Taurus Platoon 2!
WE ARE THE BEST!RED BULL!
suddenly just miss the pple...well perhaps i got too much free time and nothing to think bout so think bout those great frens in bmt...haha
great pple dat brightened up my bmt days!
great sgts and sir!

super bored today...
watched hotshot on tv since its playing and its kinda nice...lol...it killed some time and its effective man...haha

did an evening jog and some conditioning and well...i tried the route dat links to khatib somehow on top of the normal stuff...and realised...hey...its not dat far...i can get to roy's place in lyk 20mins?lol...perhaps can try dat next time?

gwah...i'm bored...as usual...
cya all...and entertain me if u can...or maybe can kill boredom tgt?

GUARD OF HONOUR AIRFORCE!
yea...dats who we are...
and ying...u cant complain there's no more pic yea?
hahaha...

gwah...i'm fucking bored and freaking pissed now...
with what i dunno...perhaps some of my goh mates or wadeva...well...blood's temp just shoot up when some insensitve punks just keep saying and asking my the same old thing...

i asked clement personally...how could it be wrong...and i still rmb what he said to me damn clearly and took small pains to explain to me
clement '慧宗啊，你只剩a grand total of one day of leave left'
in my face and wad more u all want?

are u sure u got only 1 day left?
how come u only got 1 day left?i got 10 days leh
woohoo...i gt 7.5 days left...
yea...good for u guys?but seriously...say one two times ok liao la...how bout write in to newspaper and tell everyone?fuck...
insensitve bastards who act like bitches and assholebess...

fri...went out wif joei!!!!haha...suki wif her and woah...there's kinda my frens gathering there too...wif desmond and his gf popping out of nowhere...haha...and pop comes clarabelle too...man...everyone's kinda free i suppose?
after suki...which i think i did not eat as much as i tot i would we went j8's more than words to get the twin's (feli and ali) presents...spent quite long and woah...bought sweets worth of $9.90...lol...

sat...as usual...GOH stuff...great day,great parade,but well...kids are getting noiser these days and scream at almost everything...scream at f-16s flying past their heads,scream at gun salute,scream at our fue de joie...gwah...

sun...went tp to get my stuff and met ying for abit too...back home for lunch and off to roy's place for seba's Wii...off to alan's place next...and well...his leg was...wrapped in layers...and seriously...fuck the COS...pple already cant manuever easily still call him go him...idiots with no brains...
pooled abit after dinner and dats about it...
and back to work wif monday blues...gwah...how i look forward to 061110...still got so much time...damn...

and well...lunch pretty much sucked cuz i ate cup noodles which sucks...gwah...or maybe i'm just too full with anger wif some idiots?wadeva the case...
cya all

gwah...can i dun march tml?

and i seem to be waking up on the wrong side of my bed this days...a neck strain and well blood boils fairly easily these days...still cant get over some selfish fellas...

i already said it in your face...so...lets just say it agn...you are too selfish...
guess taurus did teach me something afterall...
and all ur talks and bullshits...i really have had enuff...stop acting lyk u noe everything but actually u noe nothing...a loud voice?

SO?i really dun gif a damn man...
and dun criticize others when u are well...just the same?
call others brainless...are you really so clever?so wad if u got a diploma and got a place booked in the uni?bigfuck?

u call others child...but hell...aint u acting lyk a child too?
man...i really shd stop...if not i'm acting lyk a child too...gwah...

and if u wanna do something...gif ur best...if not might as well dun do...
to joei:i shall show u my ippt gold soon...haha...so dun so i not fit...and seriously la...i'm the one motivating the one's around me lor...gwah...

cya all!
SUKISUKISUKI

i guess dats wad i am?
just physically tortured myself by pushing myself to my limit...
or well...over my limit by jogging far more than my normal body could take normally on consecutive days...
now i'm feeling the aches all over my legs...well done eh?gwah...thx to the uncle who measured me months ago and made my actual no.1 just fit...damn...bo bian...cant latr tell sir 'eh...sir...think i grown too fat liao...my no.1 dun fit...'
guess i would be a joke eh?

oso...pushing myself over the limit oso to improve my fitness...
hope i can get my hands on the 42.195km shirt next year or the year after next?i would not mind getting the 10km one too..wif the participant no. printed on the shirt...it sure is cool ya?
considering dat my 2.4km run was a sucker timing back in sch of close to 14mins...even gals can run faster than me la...but well...its all very diff now...
well another aim is to lose more weight...and i want to do more pull ups!!!
hopefully 20 by end of the year?current max 13...but dats wif undergraft...overgraft i could only manage 8 at most...
time to train overgraft...oso i wanna prove to those pple dat they are not the big fucks around just becuz they are so fit...
so wad if u can run fast,do alot of pull ups but cant even show care and concern to the masses?
yea...really...so wad?
if i cant beat u in other any ways...i will win the shit out of u in pt by pushing myself hard...

and woah...mr alan just dislocated his knee when doing a knee jab...
i wonder how much force he used and well he really made me luff my ass off...
gwah...all the talk bout saturday supper...and noe u are bed ridden...but well not for long i hope...get some cluthes or wheel chair la!!!
we got drivers...we got cars...can be done!!!
or the most bbq at his place agn!

see how things go ba?who noes misfortune might strike on me such as i bang on my toes while executing a drill?though chances are pretty low and touch wood...i sweat so much to be taken out by a dumb injury now...
i really want to be the party of we dat make it happen!!!NDP 09...
oh...pq's dere too...haha...can say hi to her tis sat...hahaha...hopefully dun have to wait so much anymore...gwah...and oh...train so much is oso to endure the city march too!
commandos and navy are so much fitter than us...if they can do it why cant we...
we are huamn...they are human...they got mother father we have them too...right...training's thing...hope the camera flashes and applause would be enuff to push us all the way...

really appreciate the appluase and cheers frm 3rd party...well...someone not in the contingent basically...cheers really keeps me going...at least...the exhuastion and numbness would disappear...and it would allow me to reach into my reserves easier?but after dat would be another story...haha...but wadeva...just cheer us on if you are there...a small applause or encouragement keeps us going...yep...jiayou...3.2km

gwah...alan!GET WELL SOON...
cya all (:

woots...after months of training and sweat...its finally HERE!
ne show!!!
performing for the pri 5 kids to see...well not just us la...and the choirs and wad not...man...hope dat i can catch the performance too but too bad,we gotta go for a city march after dat and i think i can only catch the repeat telecast and dats provided i'm not on shift...
man...been YEARs since i'm so interested in NDP which the standards of performance was really declining badly...lyk its the same old thing or wadeva...some might noe what i'm trying to say...
hmm...perhaps this year the idea is betta?

or its just becuz i'm in it den i'm more enthu or it could be both...haha...
looking forward to tml...hope dat when i turn to face the crowd i'm not scared out of my wits or wadeva...i did not during the saf day parade...hope i can keep it up this time and i certainly wanna be in ALL of the ne shows,the preview and of cuz the actual...and esp NE 3...where my frens are there...

and man...its a great chance for kids to exp a ndp CELEBRATION...yea...we noe dat H1N1 is out there,but man...govt is doing all it can...and i'm sure the sch will oso do all it can to curb it...oso if ur child is unwell take mc la...or parents letter lor...
been really long since i even mentioned parent's letter...and seriously get your facts right...marina promenade can only hold about 20k pple...or even lesser...not wad numbers of 50k...dats lyk padang or national stadium...damn...we train and pract hard...sweat and got scolded and drilled...the choirs and performers too...man...and u wan us to keep performing in front of an empty crowd...hard...we need confidence boosters too...
and of cuz its easier to perform in front of crowd rather than doing ur drills facing empty chairs...man...why cant we stop being so paraniod?damn...
countless questions...limited answers...

hope everything run smoothly tml (:
cya all!

yup...been 6 years since the faithful incident happened...some pple call me dumb some pple call me this and dat and what not...but 6 years on...i moved on totally and finally...realised dat i'm an idiot in the pass and learnt many many things and gain infintely many exp...but i'm share dere's much more to learn and much more to see and gain...learning never stops but i'm sure those wasted time will make me treasure wads next more and my present more too...

goh has been fun...saf day on 1st july...a not too good start...but we took off from there and never looked back at all...greatly done by all of us...glad dat everything went well and even president nathan inspected the parade tgt wif col singh and cdf...not too bad exp standing 1st row...having them walking past u...woots...once in a life time exp...not a everyday exp...yea...treasured that moment...its really a long journey since i 1st joined the goh...during the 1st coc i'm lyk a cock...cant execute stuff properly...now standing in the 1st row...been a long way...long long way...sweat and maybe muscles rather than blood...all the henta kakis dat made me or even us out of breathe...the times we cursed...the pple dat dropped...man...its really long...ndp is coming SOON!

looking forward (:
cya all...

yea...i guess dat something's flowing out of me this days...
and i seriously cant find the reason why...
well...i guess i found certain answers past few days...and my answer remains the same...its still a no...
perhaps when he decided to take the what some people call 'the leap of faith' and talk to me and dats wad resulted in the distance between us now...
avoiding him and well perhaps not wanting to disappoint himself and myself agn...lost faith...i guess
i dunno...just dun wan to touch on this topic right now...really...
still sticking to the belief of the best person to rely on is ultimately urself...and i have seen pple dat are not upholding the words...
or perhaps i'm being selfish...


and well...the sight of perhaps 3 or 4 others everyday oso takes my mood away...thats seriously bad eh...

seeing or rather hearing some guy talk...or maybe talk cock...well sometimes its really frustrating and irritating...lets just say perhaps i seen his true colours faster?

now...you are saying who i am to judge?but hey...if he's an idiot and a total bastard by nature...whats wrong wif dat?or am i just too harsh?no way...perhaps sometimes he shd just talk less...all the talk that he could have signed on and be a UAV pilot,and the talk bout he drives(auto),along with his vainess and his plain bullshit dat does not run along the main frequency and thinking dat he's damn big and all his brags...nah...wadeva amount of pullups he can do i swear i'm gonna make him feel inferior...well perhaps he's big in certain ways????if u are really so good...why are u here?
hahaha...
and yea...just knowing how to use his loud voice wif an irritating tone to get everyone moving...not enuff...and when he's not ready he just kpkb...man...sucks yea?perfect making of a selfcentered man...did i include his lack of responsibility?went drinking the previous night and erm got dead drunk...knowing dat dere's a parade the next day and erm oso knowing dat the mr bday is pulling out...coupled wif some unfortunate events dat struck 2 more guys...it was a nightmare in the morning for our dear sgt...i guess his initial plan would be getting down tgt wif the bday boy den total turn up wif no report sick or wadeva shit:18...just nice...if so i guess he done his math well and covered his ass nicely with a piece of paper called MC...and do u noe the pain he's in when u guys tie him and tape him and well torture him?he may be able to take certain fun...but i guess dat has seriously crossed the line and made me changed my opinion of u once and for all...and fancy comparing urself to erm...fiona xie?8days quoted she pulled out of the new drama 'together' last minute and producers scrambled for a replacement...sounded so much lyk him...pulling out last min on sat and our rsms had to scramble for strength...man...i rather watch fiona xie even though i dun really lyk her la

woah...looks lyk i gave quite abit of airtime for him eh?hahaha...wadeva la...he reads it so be it lor...i dun care...


next would be the 2 famous trees...one called banana tree the other big tree
lets talk bout the former 1st...oblivious...self centred...individualistic...idiocy...annoying...all this traits seriously runs in his blood...or rather stem?oso knowing dat he's a target for our mouths...he does not change...man...
and i seriously wondered why did i stop bala the other time to insult or perhaps gif him more slaps in the face...if i could predicted the future perhaps i would have gif him some too...and wtf...fancy him taking a bayonet to jab the back of my knee out of nothing after a rehearsal...total madness...man...i said alot dat i shouldnt say...but all these are my effort typing...so fuck it...

now...big tree
just the selfcentred guy as usual...nothing changes eh?
guess seriously has to change the pH of the soil for both tress to make them betta la...sucks


lastly...man...i dunno...but his tone just is not right...
his loud metal music overpowers my mp3...man...considerate abit man...and erm...his speech dat never allows anyone a way off the stage...but tries to cover himself everytime his ass is hot...such as the 'stuck fue de joie'...saying he's now...eh...when sgt feng left i moved to front row it was the media shoot already...all i had was dat few seconds to get used to the pressure...hiding behind someone was definitely a secure feeling...at times we screw up...we are not perfect...
his complains bout bren's being too thin...and small sized...but hey...look at urself...u are too big sized and over focused on ur arms...resulting in a big body...small head...man...

enuff...still got something to say...but another day la...
and erm...just rmb dat i cant gain muscles and lose weight tgt...so i shd focus on losing weight...ok...

cya all...bless me in the 3.2km city march tml...

my...the threat is real eh...
one after one keep on kena...
wad's next?
someone help us...
wadeva comes i will take...if the stamp has to be made...i'm always ready to face it...


still very buay song wif certain pple or maybe certain type of pple...
pple pulling out in the 11th hour causing trouble and need the higher lvl to scramble for strength(did not know 8days copied my god bro's word)
pple insensitve...saying wrong stuff at wrong place...
pple making a mistake but just gives 1001 or maybe 1000001 excuses rather than admitting dat its his
pple using alot more words than needed to express himself
pple who thinks he's all that great but he's actually not
pple who cant diff play and fun
pple who puts himself first
pple who tries to be play punk
pple who knows that they already kena aimed but still dont do any damn thing about it...we dont owe you anything man...

man...living with such pple...
i'm asking questions...searching for answers...perhaps even when doom is here...the answer is still not found...
perhaps there's no answer to certain stuff...but well...wadeva...

reporting to camp tml...sianess at its max...wonder wads installed tml...
H1N1...sian

cya all...and TAKE CARE...
shall edit the previous post next time then...btw...ne3 was GREAT!

pissed with alot of things and in no mood and shape to blog right now
just finished helping joei with her stuff...shall update when i'm free...

for those who cant read or understand...it means saying the opposite of what i say
well...cant take the fact that B's seriously gaining weight and A's saying 'it's ok...nvm...dun bother wad he say and all dat stuff...'

wah lao eh...DISCIPLINE la...soldier leh...act like one la...behave like one la...at least when you are in ur no.4 and of cuz no.1 and respect the uniforms man...some just dont...not dat i'm some rms or wad la...but i think its basic responsibility?

and man...pple gaining weight u say nvm...if he's 50kg wind blow fly of cuz nvm la...i would still say good job good job...but man...he's out of shape...not dat i'm in a good shape...but man...at least i try to do something...i'm damn bloody fucking sure dat A does his own training too...
wtf...dun be too bothered...slim down is not for the ahcik,not for me,not for guotai,not for peng but for urself...

hmm...maybe i'm getting to obsessed over the weight issue?wadeva the case...taking away 4kg is my goal...damn...how can dat be done when mum bought bread and i ate 2 pieces of them...guess let my discipline down one in awhile ba...once in awhile...but i still have my cravings for ICE CREAMS...wadeva...eat more move more...

simple theory?

another round of rehearsal tml...seriously dun feel lyk going sia...but everytime sat evening comes...its a diff story...hope its a great tml...
hope can get the actual goody bag soon and those tix...
cya all!
its the 50th post btw...

dat's Taurus Platoon 2!
WE ARE THE BEST!RED BULL!
suddenly just miss the pple...well perhaps i got too much free time and nothing to think bout so think bout those great frens in bmt...haha
great pple dat brightened up my bmt days!
great sgts and sir!

super bored today...
watched hotshot on tv since its playing and its kinda nice...lol...it killed some time and its effective man...haha

did an evening jog and some conditioning and well...i tried the route dat links to khatib somehow on top of the normal stuff...and realised...hey...its not dat far...i can get to roy's place in lyk 20mins?lol...perhaps can try dat next time?

gwah...i'm bored...as usual...
cya all...and entertain me if u can...or maybe can kill boredom tgt?

GUARD OF HONOUR AIRFORCE!
yea...dats who we are...
and ying...u cant complain there's no more pic yea?
hahaha...

gwah...i'm fucking bored and freaking pissed now...
with what i dunno...perhaps some of my goh mates or wadeva...well...blood's temp just shoot up when some insensitve punks just keep saying and asking my the same old thing...

i asked clement personally...how could it be wrong...and i still rmb what he said to me damn clearly and took small pains to explain to me
clement '慧宗啊，你只剩a grand total of one day of leave left'
in my face and wad more u all want?

are u sure u got only 1 day left?
how come u only got 1 day left?i got 10 days leh
woohoo...i gt 7.5 days left...
yea...good for u guys?but seriously...say one two times ok liao la...how bout write in to newspaper and tell everyone?fuck...
insensitve bastards who act like bitches and assholebess...

fri...went out wif joei!!!!haha...suki wif her and woah...there's kinda my frens gathering there too...wif desmond and his gf popping out of nowhere...haha...and pop comes clarabelle too...man...everyone's kinda free i suppose?
after suki...which i think i did not eat as much as i tot i would we went j8's more than words to get the twin's (feli and ali) presents...spent quite long and woah...bought sweets worth of $9.90...lol...

sat...as usual...GOH stuff...great day,great parade,but well...kids are getting noiser these days and scream at almost everything...scream at f-16s flying past their heads,scream at gun salute,scream at our fue de joie...gwah...

sun...went tp to get my stuff and met ying for abit too...back home for lunch and off to roy's place for seba's Wii...off to alan's place next...and well...his leg was...wrapped in layers...and seriously...fuck the COS...pple already cant manuever easily still call him go him...idiots with no brains...
pooled abit after dinner and dats about it...
and back to work wif monday blues...gwah...how i look forward to 061110...still got so much time...damn...

and well...lunch pretty much sucked cuz i ate cup noodles which sucks...gwah...or maybe i'm just too full with anger wif some idiots?wadeva the case...
cya all

gwah...can i dun march tml?

and i seem to be waking up on the wrong side of my bed this days...a neck strain and well blood boils fairly easily these days...still cant get over some selfish fellas...

i already said it in your face...so...lets just say it agn...you are too selfish...
guess taurus did teach me something afterall...
and all ur talks and bullshits...i really have had enuff...stop acting lyk u noe everything but actually u noe nothing...a loud voice?

SO?i really dun gif a damn man...
and dun criticize others when u are well...just the same?
call others brainless...are you really so clever?so wad if u got a diploma and got a place booked in the uni?bigfuck?

u call others child...but hell...aint u acting lyk a child too?
man...i really shd stop...if not i'm acting lyk a child too...gwah...

and if u wanna do something...gif ur best...if not might as well dun do...
to joei:i shall show u my ippt gold soon...haha...so dun so i not fit...and seriously la...i'm the one motivating the one's around me lor...gwah...

cya all!
SUKISUKISUKI

i guess dats wad i am?
just physically tortured myself by pushing myself to my limit...
or well...over my limit by jogging far more than my normal body could take normally on consecutive days...
now i'm feeling the aches all over my legs...well done eh?gwah...thx to the uncle who measured me months ago and made my actual no.1 just fit...damn...bo bian...cant latr tell sir 'eh...sir...think i grown too fat liao...my no.1 dun fit...'
guess i would be a joke eh?

oso...pushing myself over the limit oso to improve my fitness...
hope i can get my hands on the 42.195km shirt next year or the year after next?i would not mind getting the 10km one too..wif the participant no. printed on the shirt...it sure is cool ya?
considering dat my 2.4km run was a sucker timing back in sch of close to 14mins...even gals can run faster than me la...but well...its all very diff now...
well another aim is to lose more weight...and i want to do more pull ups!!!
hopefully 20 by end of the year?current max 13...but dats wif undergraft...overgraft i could only manage 8 at most...
time to train overgraft...oso i wanna prove to those pple dat they are not the big fucks around just becuz they are so fit...
so wad if u can run fast,do alot of pull ups but cant even show care and concern to the masses?
yea...really...so wad?
if i cant beat u in other any ways...i will win the shit out of u in pt by pushing myself hard...

and woah...mr alan just dislocated his knee when doing a knee jab...
i wonder how much force he used and well he really made me luff my ass off...
gwah...all the talk bout saturday supper...and noe u are bed ridden...but well not for long i hope...get some cluthes or wheel chair la!!!
we got drivers...we got cars...can be done!!!
or the most bbq at his place agn!

see how things go ba?who noes misfortune might strike on me such as i bang on my toes while executing a drill?though chances are pretty low and touch wood...i sweat so much to be taken out by a dumb injury now...
i really want to be the party of we dat make it happen!!!NDP 09...
oh...pq's dere too...haha...can say hi to her tis sat...hahaha...hopefully dun have to wait so much anymore...gwah...and oh...train so much is oso to endure the city march too!
commandos and navy are so much fitter than us...if they can do it why cant we...
we are huamn...they are human...they got mother father we have them too...right...training's thing...hope the camera flashes and applause would be enuff to push us all the way...

really appreciate the appluase and cheers frm 3rd party...well...someone not in the contingent basically...cheers really keeps me going...at least...the exhuastion and numbness would disappear...and it would allow me to reach into my reserves easier?but after dat would be another story...haha...but wadeva...just cheer us on if you are there...a small applause or encouragement keeps us going...yep...jiayou...3.2km

gwah...alan!GET WELL SOON...
cya all (:

woots...after months of training and sweat...its finally HERE!
ne show!!!
performing for the pri 5 kids to see...well not just us la...and the choirs and wad not...man...hope dat i can catch the performance too but too bad,we gotta go for a city march after dat and i think i can only catch the repeat telecast and dats provided i'm not on shift...
man...been YEARs since i'm so interested in NDP which the standards of performance was really declining badly...lyk its the same old thing or wadeva...some might noe what i'm trying to say...
hmm...perhaps this year the idea is betta?

or its just becuz i'm in it den i'm more enthu or it could be both...haha...
looking forward to tml...hope dat when i turn to face the crowd i'm not scared out of my wits or wadeva...i did not during the saf day parade...hope i can keep it up this time and i certainly wanna be in ALL of the ne shows,the preview and of cuz the actual...and esp NE 3...where my frens are there...

and man...its a great chance for kids to exp a ndp CELEBRATION...yea...we noe dat H1N1 is out there,but man...govt is doing all it can...and i'm sure the sch will oso do all it can to curb it...oso if ur child is unwell take mc la...or parents letter lor...
been really long since i even mentioned parent's letter...and seriously get your facts right...marina promenade can only hold about 20k pple...or even lesser...not wad numbers of 50k...dats lyk padang or national stadium...damn...we train and pract hard...sweat and got scolded and drilled...the choirs and performers too...man...and u wan us to keep performing in front of an empty crowd...hard...we need confidence boosters too...
and of cuz its easier to perform in front of crowd rather than doing ur drills facing empty chairs...man...why cant we stop being so paraniod?damn...
countless questions...limited answers...

hope everything run smoothly tml (:
cya all!

yup...been 6 years since the faithful incident happened...some pple call me dumb some pple call me this and dat and what not...but 6 years on...i moved on totally and finally...realised dat i'm an idiot in the pass and learnt many many things and gain infintely many exp...but i'm share dere's much more to learn and much more to see and gain...learning never stops but i'm sure those wasted time will make me treasure wads next more and my present more too...

goh has been fun...saf day on 1st july...a not too good start...but we took off from there and never looked back at all...greatly done by all of us...glad dat everything went well and even president nathan inspected the parade tgt wif col singh and cdf...not too bad exp standing 1st row...having them walking past u...woots...once in a life time exp...not a everyday exp...yea...treasured that moment...its really a long journey since i 1st joined the goh...during the 1st coc i'm lyk a cock...cant execute stuff properly...now standing in the 1st row...been a long way...long long way...sweat and maybe muscles rather than blood...all the henta kakis dat made me or even us out of breathe...the times we cursed...the pple dat dropped...man...its really long...ndp is coming SOON!

looking forward (:
cya all...