darker and duller
well...life in camp has not been exactly great the past week...shan't talk so much bout it here anyway but well it just seems dark and gloomy now...its about 2 weeks or so to end the of the course...but well...its when the real pain begins i guess...

and well...sometimes honour does not come easily...and even in the midst or honour...there are bound to be shit too...

shall be looking to change the blog skin i guess...

cya all...pray dat i come back alive...or i would be greatful if i'm half alive...

its sunday...agn...
well...2 good days of fun seemed short and in exchange of these 2 days...here comes the hell from mon onwards...oh well...endure and endure...till fri and its book out and disappear...

cya ~~

Great 2 days...
yup...the feeling of booking out on thur night...GREAT...though the long and fast walk out of camp after the takaning session was crazy...well...the feeling of wanna go home beats everything and i'm starting to appreciate home more and more and obviously...the phrase 'home sweet home'...nth beats home...

this week in camp well...was bit and bit of takaning thrown at us in order to let the course bond?i guess...but well humans could never bond with monkeys so it would be abit hard...either transform monkey to humans or humans to monkeys...shall not reveal anymore or it might be a chargable offence...but well its a tiring week though...ippt and rehearsals for the change of command of apgc...well...more strainess activity to come for week 4 i believe...live in fear every moment...be well prepared and equipped for any shit that u step onto or thrown at you even...BEWARE...well...i WILL survive...even without a buddy...well...kinda missed my bmt buddy(hongwei)...well...he's quiet(at times) and often showers and do his own stuff but when it comes to team play or when pple needs help seriously he's there for us...but now...well...completely cui...cant even be bothered to learn up simple commands and just so selfish...man...sometimes i really feel lyk cursing him out loud...but well...does not reflect well on me...but man...something i must do to make him stop thinking dat the course revolve around him...man...hope some miracle or divine intervention occurs...if not i'm so gonna die during our 'fieldcamp'...well...probby not die la...but just get fucked up lor...

speaking bout 'fuck'...cant swear in camp due to a person who cant stand vulgarities...and hell...its not scolding him he oso cant tahan...seriously screwed up la...man...sian...anyways army stuff aside...

had a not too bad good friday!went out wif seba and roy...bought nth though but had a great dinner!FISH HEAD STEAM BOAT!!!like after so long and played pool after dat...man...totally sucked at it and totally out of pract...and man...the fri totally felt lyk a sat though...i rarely have fri afternoons walking around in bugis or taking train in the day...so...haha...
sat...went back peirce abit...listened to the choir and...i believe is...GOT HOPE...hope they rmb everything mr ong said and yea...perhaps perhaps can bring back the silver...but well...wad i heard was not the full pict though...well...hear the good stuff...power 98fm...lol...

nth much else...but i'm seriously gonna consider getting a ps3...muhaha!back to ds!
cya all!

dreading sundays
yup...dreading it...used to dread sunday cuz its time to chiong all unfinished work or test when i was in sch...then dread it cuz its book IN day...
certainly miss the times in bmt when i look forward to sunday...oh well...dreads...with the rain over...i just wanna sleep and well sleep...

cya all...

feeling glad...
yup...dats wad i'm feeling now!well...perhaps not at all glad la...but i'm sure i'm feeling good?
well been to new camp and see the pple for the 2nd week already and a whole lot of shit happened and of cuz interacted wif lots of pple and even our sergeants opened up abit to us...feeling good dat i have a few familiar faces right in camp such as vin and kelvin and new frens such la kalai and charles(encik and officer)...but well there are a few stubborn nuts there too...but well those characters are everywhere...

oso questioned myself about 'discipline'...lots flowed thru my head and had a little diff view wif some frens bout the punishment and course of action taken to 4 monkeys when they violated a rule and did some bollywood act of pushing the curtain open...well...my stand is always 'u beat the red light...you gotta pay the fine'(if you are caught...obviously)...we shd noe when's the time to play and when's not the time...and hell...i'm not sure if pple tis days will rmb the good u done or will they ever rmb the times they were spared...well...as they saying goes pple only weep when they see their coffin...so yea...

and hell...sgt jack does sure looks lyk gary ding...lol...and eny chye's there as well...seems lyk a yj gathering eh...but well...certainly glad that there are frens around...and well just dun be so close wif some...man...wonder how to tahan some pple if we kena same shift and all the best to me during our exercise wif such a wonderfully selfish partner who only cares bout himself...well...betta dun get me fucked if not i promise i get him fucked 10 times more...

shopping mode was activated somehow for no reason...but still did not get the chance to walk around yet la...though i roughly noe wad i wanna buy...a vest,jeans and polo tees and a shirt...cant wait for pay increment after the course...and hope my lcp comes soon...sent sis to the airport just now...she's back to japan for another year to study...how i wish i could be studying and mixing wif those pple too...well...

just glad that i'm kinda educated and erm yea...just cant explain why...thk my parents for sending me to sch and i appreciate it as i really felt dat sch really mould us into betta pple wif brains dat has the ability to think faster and oso betta...

well...cya all...ippt coming...2.4km is now 10.32...9.45 still seem so far away...jia you...

darker and duller
well...life in camp has not been exactly great the past week...shan't talk so much bout it here anyway but well it just seems dark and gloomy now...its about 2 weeks or so to end the of the course...but well...its when the real pain begins i guess...

and well...sometimes honour does not come easily...and even in the midst or honour...there are bound to be shit too...

shall be looking to change the blog skin i guess...

cya all...pray dat i come back alive...or i would be greatful if i'm half alive...

its sunday...agn...
well...2 good days of fun seemed short and in exchange of these 2 days...here comes the hell from mon onwards...oh well...endure and endure...till fri and its book out and disappear...

cya ~~

Great 2 days...
yup...the feeling of booking out on thur night...GREAT...though the long and fast walk out of camp after the takaning session was crazy...well...the feeling of wanna go home beats everything and i'm starting to appreciate home more and more and obviously...the phrase 'home sweet home'...nth beats home...

this week in camp well...was bit and bit of takaning thrown at us in order to let the course bond?i guess...but well humans could never bond with monkeys so it would be abit hard...either transform monkey to humans or humans to monkeys...shall not reveal anymore or it might be a chargable offence...but well its a tiring week though...ippt and rehearsals for the change of command of apgc...well...more strainess activity to come for week 4 i believe...live in fear every moment...be well prepared and equipped for any shit that u step onto or thrown at you even...BEWARE...well...i WILL survive...even without a buddy...well...kinda missed my bmt buddy(hongwei)...well...he's quiet(at times) and often showers and do his own stuff but when it comes to team play or when pple needs help seriously he's there for us...but now...well...completely cui...cant even be bothered to learn up simple commands and just so selfish...man...sometimes i really feel lyk cursing him out loud...but well...does not reflect well on me...but man...something i must do to make him stop thinking dat the course revolve around him...man...hope some miracle or divine intervention occurs...if not i'm so gonna die during our 'fieldcamp'...well...probby not die la...but just get fucked up lor...

speaking bout 'fuck'...cant swear in camp due to a person who cant stand vulgarities...and hell...its not scolding him he oso cant tahan...seriously screwed up la...man...sian...anyways army stuff aside...

had a not too bad good friday!went out wif seba and roy...bought nth though but had a great dinner!FISH HEAD STEAM BOAT!!!like after so long and played pool after dat...man...totally sucked at it and totally out of pract...and man...the fri totally felt lyk a sat though...i rarely have fri afternoons walking around in bugis or taking train in the day...so...haha...
sat...went back peirce abit...listened to the choir and...i believe is...GOT HOPE...hope they rmb everything mr ong said and yea...perhaps perhaps can bring back the silver...but well...wad i heard was not the full pict though...well...hear the good stuff...power 98fm...lol...

nth much else...but i'm seriously gonna consider getting a ps3...muhaha!back to ds!
cya all!

dreading sundays
yup...dreading it...used to dread sunday cuz its time to chiong all unfinished work or test when i was in sch...then dread it cuz its book IN day...
certainly miss the times in bmt when i look forward to sunday...oh well...dreads...with the rain over...i just wanna sleep and well sleep...

cya all...

feeling glad...
yup...dats wad i'm feeling now!well...perhaps not at all glad la...but i'm sure i'm feeling good?
well been to new camp and see the pple for the 2nd week already and a whole lot of shit happened and of cuz interacted wif lots of pple and even our sergeants opened up abit to us...feeling good dat i have a few familiar faces right in camp such as vin and kelvin and new frens such la kalai and charles(encik and officer)...but well there are a few stubborn nuts there too...but well those characters are everywhere...

oso questioned myself about 'discipline'...lots flowed thru my head and had a little diff view wif some frens bout the punishment and course of action taken to 4 monkeys when they violated a rule and did some bollywood act of pushing the curtain open...well...my stand is always 'u beat the red light...you gotta pay the fine'(if you are caught...obviously)...we shd noe when's the time to play and when's not the time...and hell...i'm not sure if pple tis days will rmb the good u done or will they ever rmb the times they were spared...well...as they saying goes pple only weep when they see their coffin...so yea...

and hell...sgt jack does sure looks lyk gary ding...lol...and eny chye's there as well...seems lyk a yj gathering eh...but well...certainly glad that there are frens around...and well just dun be so close wif some...man...wonder how to tahan some pple if we kena same shift and all the best to me during our exercise wif such a wonderfully selfish partner who only cares bout himself...well...betta dun get me fucked if not i promise i get him fucked 10 times more...

shopping mode was activated somehow for no reason...but still did not get the chance to walk around yet la...though i roughly noe wad i wanna buy...a vest,jeans and polo tees and a shirt...cant wait for pay increment after the course...and hope my lcp comes soon...sent sis to the airport just now...she's back to japan for another year to study...how i wish i could be studying and mixing wif those pple too...well...

just glad that i'm kinda educated and erm yea...just cant explain why...thk my parents for sending me to sch and i appreciate it as i really felt dat sch really mould us into betta pple wif brains dat has the ability to think faster and oso betta...

well...cya all...ippt coming...2.4km is now 10.32...9.45 still seem so far away...jia you...