yea...i guess dat something's flowing out of me this days...
and i seriously cant find the reason why...
well...i guess i found certain answers past few days...and my answer remains the same...its still a no...
perhaps when he decided to take the what some people call 'the leap of faith' and talk to me and dats wad resulted in the distance between us now...
avoiding him and well perhaps not wanting to disappoint himself and myself agn...lost faith...i guess
i dunno...just dun wan to touch on this topic right now...really...
still sticking to the belief of the best person to rely on is ultimately urself...and i have seen pple dat are not upholding the words...
or perhaps i'm being selfish...
and well...the sight of perhaps 3 or 4 others everyday oso takes my mood away...thats seriously bad eh...
seeing or rather hearing some guy talk...or maybe talk cock...well sometimes its really frustrating and irritating...lets just say perhaps i seen his true colours faster?
now...you are saying who i am to judge?but hey...if he's an idiot and a total bastard by nature...whats wrong wif dat?or am i just too harsh?no way...perhaps sometimes he shd just talk less...all the talk that he could have signed on and be a UAV pilot,and the talk bout he drives(auto),along with his vainess and his plain bullshit dat does not run along the main frequency and thinking dat he's damn big and all his brags...nah...wadeva amount of pullups he can do i swear i'm gonna make him feel inferior...well perhaps he's big in certain ways????if u are really so good...why are u here?
hahaha...
and yea...just knowing how to use his loud voice wif an irritating tone to get everyone moving...not enuff...and when he's not ready he just kpkb...man...sucks yea?perfect making of a selfcentered man...did i include his lack of responsibility?went drinking the previous night and erm got dead drunk...knowing dat dere's a parade the next day and erm oso knowing dat the mr bday is pulling out...coupled wif some unfortunate events dat struck 2 more guys...it was a nightmare in the morning for our dear sgt...i guess his initial plan would be getting down tgt wif the bday boy den total turn up wif no report sick or wadeva shit:18...just nice...if so i guess he done his math well and covered his ass nicely with a piece of paper called MC...and do u noe the pain he's in when u guys tie him and tape him and well torture him?he may be able to take certain fun...but i guess dat has seriously crossed the line and made me changed my opinion of u once and for all...and fancy comparing urself to erm...fiona xie?8days quoted she pulled out of the new drama 'together' last minute and producers scrambled for a replacement...sounded so much lyk him...pulling out last min on sat and our rsms had to scramble for strength...man...i rather watch fiona xie even though i dun really lyk her la
woah...looks lyk i gave quite abit of airtime for him eh?hahaha...wadeva la...he reads it so be it lor...i dun care...
next would be the 2 famous trees...one called banana tree the other big tree
lets talk bout the former 1st...oblivious...self centred...individualistic...idiocy...annoying...all this traits seriously runs in his blood...or rather stem?oso knowing dat he's a target for our mouths...he does not change...man...
and i seriously wondered why did i stop bala the other time to insult or perhaps gif him more slaps in the face...if i could predicted the future perhaps i would have gif him some too...and wtf...fancy him taking a bayonet to jab the back of my knee out of nothing after a rehearsal...total madness...man...i said alot dat i shouldnt say...but all these are my effort typing...so fuck it...
now...big tree
just the selfcentred guy as usual...nothing changes eh?
guess seriously has to change the pH of the soil for both tress to make them betta la...sucks
lastly...man...i dunno...but his tone just is not right...
his loud metal music overpowers my mp3...man...considerate abit man...and erm...his speech dat never allows anyone a way off the stage...but tries to cover himself everytime his ass is hot...such as the 'stuck fue de joie'...saying he's now...eh...when sgt feng left i moved to front row it was the media shoot already...all i had was dat few seconds to get used to the pressure...hiding behind someone was definitely a secure feeling...at times we screw up...we are not perfect...
his complains bout bren's being too thin...and small sized...but hey...look at urself...u are too big sized and over focused on ur arms...resulting in a big body...small head...man...
enuff...still got something to say...but another day la...
and erm...just rmb dat i cant gain muscles and lose weight tgt...so i shd focus on losing weight...ok...
cya all...bless me in the 3.2km city march tml...
